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either my biking's deproving, or it's stagnant, or they are improving a lot. die. i guess in a sense it's like thorpe's famous phobia of water when he was young. i mean i'm terrified of the roads, i'm terrified of even turning behind to check traffic (which tends to get people yelling loudly at me, or cars horning like horny vehicles). i can't seem to get any closer than 2m to the bike infront of me thus disabling me greatly when i try to draft. always lose the pack. darn. why isn't anyone else as scared as i am? oh yeah, throw in the other fear of going down hills. i can never let go of the brakes. mostly due to a fall i had going downhill in a cemetry on april fools' earlier this year. 'nuff said about my extreme fear for using the bike.
okay we went to escape theme park yesterday for physics pt excursion. i was quite dreading it. and when we were there i think we didn't do much. laskhmi and i had the priviledge sitting on the wet & wild ride. it wasn't particularly fun. the water was wet and wild (as the ride's name suggested). it was wild in the sense that it stunk of heavily recycled water. haha okay i really don't like sitting on rides actually. was screaming my head off on that one. even when we were going UP, or like when we bumped against something. uh and i screamed on yakult (the very kiddy version of pepsi, as the drink name suggests). ahah was rather funny cos i brought my camera up on the ride. so i was taking pictures whilst we were flying in the air. overall, it was fun. but only because i got to get to know priya, lakshmi and joo a little better. ahha. and i also was educated on some indian culture. did you know they have indian gangsters? i thought singapore was free of any wrong-do-ers. yeah. oh and like i told them- escape theme park doesn't really seem like singapore. because everyone in there seems to be "too free" and having fun, unlike the known kiasu, hardworking attitudes that many of us citizens have. i mean i really didn't expect it to be so crowded! i thought everyone would be too caught up in work to go there.
physics pt -moans. i think physics administered in large dosages is rather interest-killing.
today someone just got a thousand bucks richer. hewhoshallnotbenamed. okay i was thinking of venting but i think i won't be mean... -coughs. just want to say that some females can be so LOW. gosh...
a lot of work to do. SO MUCH WORK! -curses at my work. i wasted so much time today. okay and i'm sick of shopping and spending money. something i rarely do, but yet when i did so much of it this weekend, i just lost it...
i think i'm a total idiot. i'm like the stupid-est person in class or something. haha. but really. who has failed math as many times as i have? who needs help in practically every subject? i mean okay there's the kind of student who is really smart, but is lazy so she doesn't do as well. but capability wise? it's all there. me? hmmmm. oh and did i mention? lucy loves to pick on me when it comes to time management during tests. she's so mean and i don't really like her. she was dressed as a pickle the last time i saw her. rather much of an eye-sore, which isn't unusual. i mean there's been worse before- fish nets, curtains, britney speared. and the list goes on.
dinner now. i will surrender to fate. oh yah turns out going into advertising has a shelflife of only 10years. dammit. what will i be now? security guards are lowly paid apparently, and secretaries work their butts of. i do not wish to ever encounter another photocopying machine. who knows i might just be a teacher. hoho